If you think you are suffering from these symptoms below you should consult your GP for treatment as soon as possible. Also, seek help from friends or relatives, regardless of any pride that might be 'at stake'. Depression is a serious condition, but it is also a normal response to excess pressure and is extremely common. 12% of people in the UK seek treatment for it at some point in their lives.
Even when under medicinal control, hypnotherapy can then be of great benefit in treating the underlying causes, in coming off your anti-depressants, and in preventing future recurrence of depressive episodes.